.Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ' 5:16 AM
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dear lord thank you for giving me this wonderful day , and those prayer i pray b4 i think eu replied me but i think for once i wish i could follow wad i think is rite and be stubbon for once, i noe eu told me to treasure wad is in frount of me b4 i lost it. eu have teach me how much it means to treasure everyone that care for me and that are around me and treat ppl lyk how eu wan other to treat eu , care for ppl no matter they lyk eu or nt... but i have been stubbon lately i have lost my anger real easily now a days and i dunno why even i dunno how i feel but god i think eu do could eu tell me??? i am realli confused i wanna go for wad i want but i'm scared i hurt other ppl lyk that or even give then unwanted trouble... i know how much eu have done in my life but pls jus once let me be stubbon once could eu give me wad i want??? eu have gave me a lot of things other dun haveu gave me aunty melissa and her family that love me very much and a whole lsf church family that love me even if sometime they joke way to much and i lose my anger on them but eu always help me though, last time i pray for joannasayin that i hope eu will guide tat lost lamb back home eu did and i am very thankful. a few month ago i wanna repay eur kindness eu gave me a chance by lettin me help auntie veron with her mission things and even let me have a chance to go with her on a mission trip soon. i thank you for such a wonderful tutor. but after eu gave me all this yet here i am askin for more i am a very stubbon little lamb huh. but all i can say is sorry this is the first time i have get so confused over this kindda matter. help?! i realli dunno sometime i think i should solve it my way some time i think i should care wad others think over me. wad should i do?!
in jesus name i pray and this stubbon lamb says AMEN!
